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I'm lost

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 1, 2008, 8:46 AM
I hurt. I positively ache. I am becoming reminiscent over things better left forgotten. I have a love, why do I ponder what could've been? I reread an old diary, and now I hurt all over again. Why do these memories come back up time and again? I need help.
Why should I remember things and people when I can never have a chance to reconcile the pain that was caused?
I wish I could curl up in his arms and just let him assure me that everything is alright and that he loves me. But he is so far away, and I won't be able to see him for a couple of weeks. How can a relationship based in the same city be so long distance... ???

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Feuer Frei - Rammstein
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Jacksonville, FL
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium *does this mean someone is buying me something?? That's awesome!!*
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Poetry, ETC
  • Favourite movie: A Walk To Remember
  • Favourite band or musician: Slipknot, Disturbed, Journey, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Breaking Banjamin, Rammstein
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Death Metal, Classic Rock, ETC
  • Favourite poet or writer: I am getting into the Victorian authors. Oscar Wilde is the current. But, I still love Stephen King.
  • Favourite style of art: Dark
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
  • Personal Quote: Life pretty is pretty much one giant screwup;if you want to find peace, you have to find true love.
  • Tools of the Trade: My mind, a pen, and paper

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Devious Comments

~elywenfey:iconelywenfey: Sep 1, 2008, 8:55:10 AM
You're very welcome

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Mwahahah.. I have tagged you, and there's nothing you can do about it.
~RainyDayDreamr:iconRainyDayDreamr: Sep 1, 2008, 8:53:19 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: :)

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~miseryloved93:iconmiseryloved93: Aug 13, 2008, 5:17:37 PM
thnx for the fave =^_^=

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=TYGER1234:iconTYGER1234: Aug 1, 2008, 3:48:12 PM
thank u!!!!!!!

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love is the reason to be...
~DigiSketchWolf:iconDigiSketchWolf: Jun 5, 2008, 7:18:24 PM
may your art prosper*

(i wish they had an edit button)

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Ok! lets give this a shot...

I'm supercalaartaddictedcrazystupid...wolfish?

Well...i tried anyway...
~DigiSketchWolf:iconDigiSketchWolf: Jun 5, 2008, 7:17:46 PM
Hello and thx for the watch, my your art prosper :D

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Ok! lets give this a shot...

I'm supercalaartaddictedcrazystupid...wolfish?

Well...i tried anyway...
~meek-minx:iconmeek-minx: May 28, 2008, 1:10:18 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for faving my pic!! ^-^
~sohma0081:iconsohma0081: May 16, 2008, 3:39:10 AM Mood: Love
thsnkd for the :+fav:

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~patchy-cat:iconpatchy-cat: May 13, 2008, 8:10:09 AM
Thanks for the fav on [link]
:hug:
~elywenfey:iconelywenfey: May 5, 2008, 5:00:21 PM Mood: Artistic
Yep. It's me. And I don't really care what you think of my poetry. Just so longs as you check it out! ^^